At 14yrs old i was dumped on the street. I was naive,trusting and way to innocent to comprehend the wickedness of this world. I was fresh blood in the water and the sharks could smell my blood from miles away. Before i could realize it, i was hustleing santa monica boulevard and strung out on heroin. I went through every hell that you could possibly even imagine or experience in you worst nightmares.*****//forward three years of blurry memories.//**** It was christmas day,and i was alone in a seedy fuck shack hotel off the boulevard where you can rent rooms by the hour .I was broke,very dope sick and my time was up for the room,so i stumbled out to the boulevard seeing the world through the dementia of withdrawl and self hatred.At an intersection a Mercedes 4 door sedan pulled up to the traffic light.

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As I sit on the broken plastic chair with my eyes focused on the television screen, sundry thoughts are playing inside my head. The windows of my soul seem to be fixated straightaway on my favorite TV show but my mind is sidetracked to something that has been pestering me for quite a long time already. Now, the mushy scenes of what I'm watching hardly convince me and the romantic ones don't make shiver with veneration and envy. It's indisputably marvelous why I don't react to the happenings in the TV series that has captured my heart and interest. There might be something more important to ponder on. But what could it be?

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Trust as a notion is quite an interesting one. Whether to give it first to someone, or wait for someone to prove it in your case has been a question I have long waited to understand, and something I have been observing, both by indulging in it myself and also watching others juggling it in their daily lives.

But one thing you and I could agree on possibly is the fact that at some point in your life, someone has broken the trust you had in them. As with most things in life - being old enough to be able to live with the consequences - I thought of dabbling in the age old technique of finding things out, what else, 'trial and error' indeed !

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Life passes yearning for something. A passionate occean remains within us unrevealed unexpressed. The churning goes on years together.
I am not a methodological writer after all,i am Just an ordinary women trying to express my deep hidden thoughts,never said,untold secrets,unhealed wound.
I always remember my friends words when i was in ninth standard,if life seems lost future still remains!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No matter how many times we fall,we still cope up to get up and march further.
And the count down here begins..................
I am a charming lady,By profession am a doctor right now in my mid twenties.

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I am Lyn I grow up in the philippines. When I was 4 yrs.old my real father abandoned us and we are all five siblings. But my mother found a bristish Husband when I was 5 yrs.old, he was so nice and he give us nice life and education, I treat him my more than my real father when I was 18 yrs.old I got pregnant during my college days so I have a son, but I still pursued my college didn't give up my education and the father of my son very irresponsible and I think me and my son will never have a future to him, its very different you already have a son my life change a lot I always think is not only me now I have my son that he need to have a father and a good future. So I join this site dating then I found my husband there and his american his already 46 yrs.old on that time and I am 23 yrs.old and my son is 4 yrs.old. We got married in the philippines then he brought us in Egypt yup!!! in egypt cause he was assign there already for 2 yrs. so from philippines to Egypt..Oh that's very new place for me and my son been missing my country for 6 months no friends. all I do volunteer and teach some sudanese children after 6 months I found a filipina and she is pregnant with triplets and her husband american too then I meet alot of filipina so Im very happy cause I have friends. Then me and my husband decided to do IVF or inventro its gonna be very big risk for me cause Im just 24 yrs.old but I am so brave to face it all..it all end up with 16 healthy eggs wow!!! they put 4 eggs on me ,then after 3 weeks positive I was pregnant..I am very happy the first ultrasound the doctor said I have twins wow very good news so I was so proud to have twins..but I was bleeding and bed rest very risky pregnancy then after a month again I think I was 3 months pregnancy another ultrasound, Gosh the doctor said " I was pregnant with triplets" so I shout "whattt?? I was crying my husband think I was crying cause I am happy I told him I am very happy but Im so scared cause I am so tiny Im just 93 pounds..so being pregnant with triplets I was bed rest almot my whole pregnancy alot of moment Im sad,but my husband he do everything to make me happy I have my laptop on my bed I just writing and surfing on the internet make my life busy while Im in the bed..my 5 yrs.old son he read at me and we still playing even I was bed rest his very understanding boy and smart love him so much..february 16 my sister from philippines she was there in Egypt with me..So I give birth of my triplets last february 27,2008 2 girls and one boy what is funny when the doctor ultrasound me he said its all boys just I have a lot blue color clothes,But I told my husband that I dream I have two girls and one boy he said its just a dream dont to much expects cause he dont like me to be dissapointed..but it all came out same as my dream 2 girls and one boy.

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